Take it easy, love. Go paint the house and have fun with it (Why am I not surprised that you like painting walls? *g*), and don't fret too much about the fannish things. It's a hobby, you know, and though we're all familiar with the desire to have betas and such back instantaneously, there really is no rush. People will still love you if you take a bit longer than you'd like.
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Take it easy, love. Go paint the house and have fun with it (Why am I not surprised that you like painting walls? *g*), and don't fret too much about the fannish things. It's a hobby, you know, and though we're all familiar with the desire to have betas and such back instantaneously, there really is no rush. People will still love you if you take a bit longer than you'd like.