I read this entry about an hour ago, and then went off and did something else entirely. Then I realised that I was feeling sad for some reason, and when I thought about it and puzzled out what it was (because sometimes I have to interrogate my own frickin emotions like a good cop/bad cop tag team) I realized that it was your entry. I'm not sure why, though. You'll still be around - aces; you're not writing more clex - well, i'm not reading much, for one, and you can never say never with fandom, for another; and you're writing original fic, which i have always loved (will you post some of it? would really enjoy reading any bits you're happy (enough) with).
Huh. Now I have written it out, I feel better. I think it was the fact of you nearly deleting which shook me. Please don't. I'd miss you. You'd just be... gone. Who would add black and white elegance to my friends page if velvetglove were no longer? Aaaaand I'm starting to sound a bit pathetic, so will shut up.
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Date: 2004-10-22 04:45 pm (UTC)Huh. Now I have written it out, I feel better. I think it was the fact of you nearly deleting which shook me. Please don't. I'd miss you. You'd just be... gone. Who would add black and white elegance to my friends page if velvetglove were no longer? Aaaaand I'm starting to sound a bit pathetic, so will shut up.
(sorry about the outing, btw. that smarts)